Lady Sings the Blues (1956) is an autobiography by jazz singer Billie Holiday, which was …
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More of a content warning, a description of a young girl experiencing the death of a loved family member.
Finally I spread a blanket on the floor and helped her stretch out. Then she asked me to lie down with her because she wanted to tell me another story. I was tired too. I’d been up early that morning to scrub steps. So I laid down with her. I don’t remember the story she told me because I fell asleep right away.
I woke up four or five hours later. Grandma’s arm was still tight around my neck and couldn’t move it. I tried and tried and then I got scared. She was dead, and I began to scream. The neighbors came running. They had to break Grandma’s arm to get me loose. Then they took me to a hospital. I was there for a month. Suffering from what they said was shock.
I'm pretty tired of hangovers and ending up drinking more than the couple of drinks I meant to when heading out. This is a pretty convincing argument that you're not really getting anything out of alcohol.
I did stop before for about 10 years, I think it's time again.
I stopped on chapter 10 of 15. It feels like a blog post or two stretched to a book, repetitive and unfocused.
It started pretty well I thought. Explaining how children in his era of public schools are completely separated from their family and the rest of the country. They're then given no love or affection and effectively taught to build a protective wall of confidence, while being taught a very nationalistic view of English history. He says this then explains people like David Cameron and Boris Johnson who went to public schools at the same time as the author. They're incapable of admitting mistakes, must always show total confidence and have no understanding of what British life is actually like.
Gloomy but entertaining & well written memoir about the state of UK politics from the inside
4 stars
This is a gloomy book. It’s the third book I’ve read this year about how & why UK politics is broken, and it’s the gloomiest of the three. Dunt’s “How Westminster Works … And Why It Doesn’t” made many of the same points that Stewart makes in this book, but ended with a list of relatively small pragmatic suggestions for how it could all be fixed (many of which Dunt points out have been tried before and shown to work, just subsequently dismantled). Campbell’s “But What Can I Do?” is a call to arms – yes, it’s broken, but we can all play a part in fixing it. But Stewart’s book is the story of a man who believed … first in the institutions of government, and then in his capacity to bring change … but who had that belief shattered by the reality he encountered.
It’s also the story …
This is a gloomy book. It’s the third book I’ve read this year about how & why UK politics is broken, and it’s the gloomiest of the three. Dunt’s “How Westminster Works … And Why It Doesn’t” made many of the same points that Stewart makes in this book, but ended with a list of relatively small pragmatic suggestions for how it could all be fixed (many of which Dunt points out have been tried before and shown to work, just subsequently dismantled). Campbell’s “But What Can I Do?” is a call to arms – yes, it’s broken, but we can all play a part in fixing it. But Stewart’s book is the story of a man who believed … first in the institutions of government, and then in his capacity to bring change … but who had that belief shattered by the reality he encountered.
It’s also the story of a man who has quite incredible privilege. Which only makes it feel the more gloomy – if a man who can (almost as an aside) say how the then Prince of Wales had been a valuable mentor when he (Stewart) was setting up his Afghanistan charity, or who can just casually get a meeting with the leader of the Conservative Party to talk about running for Parliament, if he can’t make anything happen how can anyone else? Of course part of the problem seems to be that he’s not a natural politician and although he slowly learns on the job he’s still always painfully earnest and somehow a little naive.
And clearly it’s a story of burnout, by the end it’s clear that Stewart feels he wasted a decade of his life constantly thinking if he just made it to the next level (be an MP, be a junior minister, be a member of the Cabinet, whatever) then he’d begin to get something done. Probably if he’d managed to be Prime Minister that too would’ve turned out to be more circumscribed or badly incentivised than he’d hoped. In the final chapter he sounds defeated and like he wishes he’d got out early or never started, and done something more useful.
I did enjoy reading it, even tho it’s gloomy. And anyway, not every book has to set out to provide solutions. Stewart writes well, with a sense of humour at all times, and describes both people and situations in a way that brings them to vivid life. Particularly the little descriptions of people one recognises as public figures, where he mostly confirms they are just as bad behind the scenes as one had imagined. And even tho my politics are not the same as his, he definitely comes across as someone who genuinely tried his best to do the right thing for his constituency & country in all his various roles, in his own slightly odd, earnest, naive & privileged way.
Oh wow, I didn't know that was a thing. I don't hate Alien 3, but it was pretty dull. If his script at least doesn't kill off Hicks and Newt straight away it'd already be an improvement.
The new heroic fantasy from the author of The Legend of Deathwalker.The Great Bear will …
It is the nature of men to build walls around themselves. They think it will protect them from hurt. It does the opposite. The hurt still gets in, but now it rattles around in the walls unable to get out.
The new heroic fantasy from the author of The Legend of Deathwalker.The Great Bear will …
Always a risk to go back to heroic fantasy novels I read when I was a teenager. It's not exactly subtle, but I very much enjoyed it. It moves at a fast pace, has a large cast of quite interesting characters and has something more to say than "the heroic goodies beat the baddies".
Think I might go read the Drenai novels again at some point, I remember liking Legend and Waylander.